Wednesday, June 22, 2011

The Art of Chillin

What does it mean to Chill?
Well for each person or group of people Chillin can mean many different things.
For me it means to just sit around and do things whenever they arise, for my friends it means to gather and do something productive, productive having a very loose meaning and can be interpreted in many different ways.
So now that i have my definition out of the way i can describe on how to Chill.
So how to Chill, first you will need a stress free environment, preferably with people.
Now that you have the setting figured out, you now need to choose your people toChill with.
Who to pick? well you always need your Bros to show up. The main thing aboutChillin is your BrosIt is mandatory. Who qualifies as a "Bro"?
Well a Bro will always be there for you and is practically your brother!!!
Hence the word "Bro"
Now that you have your Bros and your setting you now need an activity.
Here is the best part about Chillin you can do anything and it will be Chillin with your Bros. But sometimes others wont view it as Chill so you have to know your audience.
Always be Chill when you are ChillinThat is another rule, never dont be Chill!!!!!!
okay so you are very ready now to Chill!!!
Other things that are nice when Chillin, women, women are almost a necessity but not always, sometimes women can bring down the Chillin Vibe and vice versa for women.
Food is also a cool thing to have along with music and sunglasses, sunglasses are very Chill(also known as 'Bro Goggles')
So now you are very much Prepared for your Chill Sesh....
One more thing, mandatory, Never bring down the Chill. Just be Chill, go with the flow, let things happen, dont always have a plan. Just go with it.
If you disagree with another Bro you may express yourself by saying that it is notChill. But once you have thrown that out there you have to back yourself up. You may have to suggest another thing to do.
You are prepared my young ones...
Be Chill :) 

Monday, June 20, 2011

The Beach


I love the Beach.
When i first show up i am dreading the moment when i have to take off my shirt...its a rough 5 mins.
Worried about what everyone is going to think of you, oh im too skinny, i dont have a good tan, i have tan lines, i look like a fool...
After those 5 mins are up though, i have the Time of my Life.
I dont know which i like more the people or just being there, in the sun and hearing/watching the waves.
I love hanging out with my friends and i love being warm and in the sun
so why not combine the two?
hahaha so basically i had a great time today, i love playing Frisbee and just chillin.
It is really the simple things in life that make it great!
This is one of the many reasons why i Love being in Maine and also why i Want to go to Cali...Beachin all day erry day (;
I hope i can go a few more times before i depart, it would make this week one of the best weeks of my life.
being in Maine, i usually have the best weeks of my life.
the people
my friends
The environment
oh, and the food ;)

Sunday, June 19, 2011

Troy, I dont live to serve others, I Live to serve Myself...

So i just watched Troy for the first time. 
I really enjoyed the movie! This isnt a review but a entry to just think back on the movie.  
Quick thoughts first- acting was good but not great, screen play is great, direction and cinematography is above average but nothing to brag over, Fighting scenes though are amazing you can see that Brad Pitt is the superior Soldier in this movie and its great. 
All in all i would give this movie a 8 out of 10
SO the real reason why i am writing…The underlying message of the movie is confusing to me, i cant really find what it is. The Main thing i think for this movie is to Choose What to fight For. What is really important? not what a king tells you to do but what you believe in. And i think this movie is something to watch more than once and to think back on what your values in life really are. 
One thing that really got me in this movie was when Brad Pitt said that Gods envy us and we shouldnt them. Everything is more beautiful because tomorrow could be our last day. We value things more because we dont live forever. I dont believe in their Gods but i do agree with what he is saying, we need to value things in this life and not always worry about trying to live forever. 
I dont want to leave a Legacy, although i would enjoy that, my main purpose on this planet is to make my life, how ever long that is, (another 10 years or maybe just a few more days) to make it fun. I want to enjoy my life. I dont want to live to serve my community. Yes i would help any person on this planet, with some exceptions but i live to please myself in the end. 
Some might think, oh this kid is selfish, no i am not. Think about it, really, when you help someone else, why do you do it? 
Not always to help them, but to make yourself feel better.
If i find a women and i love her i will want to do anything to make her happy. I want to do this to keep her in my life and blah blah balh. I do this for myself.
Our world is a selfish one and in the end i want to just please myself. Some people do this by leaving a legacy, or just a name behind. Some want to be known as the best warrior who ever lived, i want to just be a good director in the film industry.
As long as i enjoy my life i am fine. I dont live to serve others, I live to serve myself… 

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Prom

My Prom is coming Up…
idk if i am going to like it or not. 
I have to a dance once before in my life and it was okay, i realize now, when i look back on it though, it sucked huge monkey balls :/ hahahaha
That is only cause i couldnt dance and i had no friends.
So what is the difference now? Ummm nothing really. I still cant dance to save my life, and honestly it is one of the only things in the world that embarrasses me to do cause i know i suck :/  
I am scared to what everyone will think of me. Its like taking off my shirt, i am to afraid to be judged and it sucks. 
hmmmm, so what to do now? 
I still am going, but idk if i am going to dance or not. :/ 

Anyone care to help me with my situation, although, there isnt much to help :P
hahaha cya later alligator (;

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Friends

So i have lost one of, what i thought, my best friends.

How did i loose her? well long story. But basically drama the rest is not place to say because it isnt my business to tell.
How have i been handling it?
ummmmm
okay i suppose, i am sad but life keeps moving on. Yea?
although i was a little immature and a bit of an Ass at the end, it was somewhat justified and i kind of needed to be that way to get my point across.

Did she get my point?

...No

so that is why i look like an ass, it was a failed attempt.
So what have i learned from this event? Never talk to women who have boyfriends...Problem solved.

But the word friend, that is what is really bothering me right now.
ATM as the kids say now adays.

The word friend means A Brother or A Sister to me. I would do anything to keep being friends or do anything for said friend. Anything below that, is just an person, someone i talk to. Friendship last forever in my book. And if some drama brakes up our friendship, well, that means we were never truly Brothers or Sisters.
We were never truly friends.

Sadly this has happened to me to many times.
So i need to choose my friends more wisely. Not get connected or drawn into their lives as quick as i have.

hmmmmmmmph. Sigh.

Im going to go play Assassins Creed Bro Hood till i passout from boredom...Sounds like a plan! :)
hahaha
Cya Later Alligatah (;