Spoons

So what is spoons?

Spoons is just a very big version of tag. A person is assigned a spoon.
Person A tries to find Person B (person B's name is written on person A's Spoon)
Once person A tags person B, person B gives up his/her spoon which has person C's name on it.
And its just a gigantic circle of people with that in my senior year class. But to mix it up a little there are immunities, for example if you have a pacifier in your mouth, you cant get tagged. and the school assigns new immunities everyday that stack up ontop of each other.

So, this game is supposed to be just fun, a way for the senior class to come together and have fun.
What has happened so far? well that and just a shit ton of drama cause people are back stabbing and shit like that just so they can win.
i mean, the winner just gets a $50 gift card. Its no big deal. But so many people are getting so pissed at one another because of it. Its just a game people.

But in my friends cases its a root to a much deeper thing. Friendship.
Friends dont backstab other friends just to win $50, to like iHop.
Thats stupid. And i agree with him. that stupid. Just have fun with it.
if you have to backstab and lie to people to win, well then, thats just pathetic.

On another note, let me lay down a scenario for you here...yea?
okay, good!

say you talk to someone for a very long time. And you guys are best friends and blah blah baskd;flsdf.. you get that.
okay, so say you guys just stop talking.
it just stops. i really dont know why. but it just has.

okay, so you got that?

okay..good.

So, what do you do?
im just confused and lost and sad. cause i lost one of my friends, one of, what i thought was my best friends.
im just trying to forget and ignore and get over it. its just not the easiest thing to do.

ooo what ever. that shouldnt concern you, its my problem.

Good news!  i only have 5 days of my high school career left! its kinda awesome, but sad.
Where did all that time go? those four years?

sigh....
good bye :)